iamGUCCI

i really thought i've get over it.
REALLY. over these few weeks.
i'm so happy that im able to finish ONE PROPER MEAL today.
i'm so happy that i'm able to sleep slightly more hours nowadays.
BUT.
i just dun understand why.
why the tears just flow down JUST LIKE THAT today.
i thought.
everything was my assumptions again.

the more i hear this song, the more i feel....

abstracts from the song...

"问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话"

keep on asking myself, why am i treating myself like tat? is tat worth it?
every night, it's reali takes pain just to get to sleep.
just to tell myself, "cum on, it's late at nite oledi. time for u to SLEEP, not EMO, MISS LANG ENG XUAN."
so wad if the whole world told me, it's not worth it?

"你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发"

these sentences are questions that i wanted to ask him SO much.
but i know the only answer i'll get back is just a "ya. i'm fine."
tat's all.
nothing more den that.
his heart will nv be as achin as mine.
cuz it'll never be.

"旧情人给的问候令陌生人都还尴尬"

now, no matter wad i ask.
the ans that i get back were so cold and short.
no matter wad i said, everything just dun seems the same anymore.
not even the same as the beginning.















will everything helps if u just call and ask me to STOP CRYING in person, MR TECK HUI??