TIRED from work and studies nowadays.
and just realized not many people knew that i'm working now.
reason being, "i didnt published it at all."
so now...

MISS LANG ENG XUAN IS WORKING NOW.

i realized even if i use GUCCI in here, like no point can.
i mean, whoever read this blog knew me as ENGXUAN all along.
haha..
it's time to be a real person now.
=D

anyway, that's not the main point.
quite a few people came to look for me at work.
advantage of working at town.
but then again, whoever that always hang out with me seems to dislike town too.
like SICK of it already.
now, i guess besides working, i rather avoid town.
there's many reasons why I'm avoiding, even though my mouth keep saying "i hate town."
that's just an excuse.
=)

realized that JAM's just working beside me. though she didnt work today.
funny thing is, we knew each other through our "special names".
like i'm GUCCI, and she's JAM.
haha... so stupid.

then secret affair came down too.
she's wearing the shirt that borrowed from me. and it seems weird that my shirt's on someone else. LOL.
and she's weird. came to say a HI and a BYE.
tat it.
=.="

and a miracle. jolene and joanne actually called to ask where i am.
i was like, FUNNY AR?!?!
so asked them to accompany me for dinner instead.
FIRST MEAL OF THE DAY.
and as usual, talked all kinds of crap.
HDB is really going to collapse soon, from what they told me.
haha.. i'm waiting for the day when they tell me, "eh, HDB is going to close for good now."
=D
that will be the day when i'll be going down to bishan to see its last operating day.

my mouth is still so unlucky.
whoever i mentioned, just appeared either somewhere or sms jolene.
i was like, SHIT. my mouth again.
i think it's time i should shut up.
haha...
glad that they read my blog. cause there's some stuff which i dun wan them to mention at all.
=)

CURIOSITY = ITCHY HAND,MIND,HEART = BROKEN HEART = TEARS

When will all this stop?
and i didn't know that this past relationship was actually a BET.
a BET on how long the whole relationship will last.


thanks for that BET.

CURIOSITY ALWAYS KILL MYSELF.

so PLEASE.
don't ask me how has he been doing.
how is he now.
where is he now.
whether he got another girlfriend anot.
whether he's still talking to me anot.
cause everytime when you people ask me, i'll have curiosity tempting me to know more about him. and that is what i dun wish to be doing for now.
I DON'T KNOW. AND I DON'T WISH TO KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL.

call me a LIAR.
call me a FAKER.
call me anything that you want, if i haven't been doing what you guys expected me to be.

stop my tears from flowing.

where's EVERYONE when u're in need of them NOW???

happily enjoying wadever life i had now.
call it "running away from reality" or wad, cause i dont even care now.
just want to get on with my life, for the sake of everyone.
=D

met up with hui an on tuesday.
forever skipping my LAW's lecture.
went all the way to woodlands just to meet her after work.
LOL.
anyway, shopped around to get her CNY's stuff.
forever getting a dress when she dun wan to get it already.
very contradicting huh?!?!
=D

and we finally brought some BA KWA to eat!!




bpth of us look very happy and tempted rite?!!?
wait till you see...





























I FEEL SO CHEATED.
NOTHING EXCEPT FATS AND STILL BLOODY FATTY FATS!
i'm not going to buy ba kwa myself anymore.
wait for mummy to buy for me.
wahahaha...


Thursday

went to school for some project consultation like, EARLY IN THE MORNING.
really cant get of my bed at 7am nowadays.
rather be late than waking up early. =)
i wonder what it'll be like when i'm in the working life soon.
=.="
anyway, this was the day when i had a theory-based lecture on DAILY LIFE.
hahah..
funny rite?!?
not really though. just that one whole day, i met up with different people.
and everyone's telling me alot of things which can be learn about in the daily life of us.
lol.

1. jason and mali.
forever talking about girls and brands. and getting more and more influenced by Mr Jason Ang.
guess i hang out with him a little too much.
haha...
but somehow just have another view into relationship. sometimes, to others, it may seems as though i'm just running away from reality, but in fact, i get to choose how i want to face it.
i choose not to look back. not to get into those emo stuff again.
i mean, i'll still have phobia, but then again, if i dun give it a try again the next time FATE knocks on my door, i wouldn't know what will happen rite? =)
him and the fishing theory again. (my FISHING NET is already out in the sea, waiting for all the fishes to get trap)
wahahahahahah...

2. uen ho and rebecca
talking about all those times that we had in sec sch.
so many funny things. like how many million of people who kept thinking i'm a NORMAL ACADEMIC student, and that i do nothing except SLEEP and GOSSIP in class, and yet i'm still able to be in the best class.
then, i cant even remember anytime that i've went out with uen ho before.
really. in my mind, i still think this day was the 1st time the both of us went out. in the end, we actually went out alot of time. haha..
and also. she cant even remember i went to her house ONCE before. cause there isn't many people who went to her house during our secondary school's times. and both of us were not that close either.
whaahah..

3. secret affair, BF and co.
a bunch of guys who are all older then me. either in the ARMY or POLICE life.
so i guess they see more of the world then me.
haha...
initially, secret affair and i were like playing with our individual games and the guys were having their own conversation.
every now and then, we girls will just interrupt them with all kinds of nonsense.
then they wanted to play bball. but too bad, the court was being occupied. so sit at some corner to chill.
and just one PSP. it was pass around 4 of us.
haha...
then more guys came. and more topics started. all kinds of topic.
accidents, girls, army life, school life, etc.
it's been some time since i've know new people.
everytime, sticking to the same old people.
guess it's time to widen my social circle.
LOL.


FRIDAY
took NAPFA.
yes. NAPFA TEST.
with rosy, cher, mali and chum.
so of cause i'll be sticking around with rosy.
haha...
and some people actually had the real thinking that orsy has no friend in school.
like i'm the only friend that she had.
=.='
pls, people. dont be naive.
loner in school doesnt mean anything.

anyway, both of us were actually having some phobia in all those items.
cause u know la. how many years already.
THREE FREAKING LONG YEARS can!!!
haha...

and as usual, i fail my 2.4 run.
BLOODY IDIOT.
by just tat 1 minute can!
=.="
but at least MISS GUCCI finally run, and she didnt even stopped for the first 1.2 km.
tat's oledi a darn MIRACLE.
hahahahahaha...

after everything, have to wait for the people to tabulate the results.
so sorta have an hour plus to relax.
and we actually choose to relax at the roadside, cause there's nobody and one thing.
NATURAL WIND.
=D


this is the first time i finally see miss rosy's whitening legs.
it's REAL WHITE can!
compared to mine...
yr one, we compare the color of our faces.
den in year two, just randomly on the train, we compared our arms.
and in year three, we compared our legs.
i wonder wad we'll be comparing the next time.
LOL.




the RETARD.
the AUTISTIC.
the LONER.








i just feel that 3 of us look like those girls in those GIRL's HOME.
waiting to get tortured and just to shy to look at the camera.
worse. those NUMBERS on our arms.
okie. it's very obvious that the number are too light to be seen on my FREAKING BLACK arm.
=.="













MY BODY IS STILL ACHING LIKE MAD!!!!!!!

i dunno why nowadays everyone's talking to me about HOROSCOPE.
especially since after i blog about all those compatibility of horoscope.
hahaa..
WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF HOROSCOPE!
=D

LIBRA WITH SCROPIO
Get set to experience the art of compromise within this union. Doing so will create a more balanced life for the both of you. Libra always mulling issues over and over again, while the more subtle and secretive emotions of Scorpio applies deep research to matters.
Your basic character and temperaments are very different. Scorpio stirs up intense emotions. Libra can show Scorpio how to play fair; adding a touch of glamour to Scorpio’s often rougher edges. These rough edges stem from Scorpio’s frequent inability to only view situations from a one-way street point of view. Libra may inform them that circumstances often encompass a road, which runs in both directions. Keep in mind that obtaining balance may entail a lengthy time frame.
Libra, may see most issues in shades of gray, considering the entire picture. Scorpio tends to view things in black and white only, with a strong resolve, as they often operate in a fixed mode. The soft touch of Libra’s diplomatic approach can assist on occasion, but Scorpio may never change course once Scorpio’s mind is made up.
If Libra and Scorpio practice exercising a bit of give and take, this union can establish a strong friendship bond. Libra prefers to take things easy. Scorpio is more intense and must learn how to release and relax. Scorpio being the more decisive one, will help to enlighten Libra by using Libra’s favorite recipe, the diplomatic approach, enabling Libra to become more of their own person, teaching Libra to develop more strength of character.
Scorpio may experience a wise lesson when teaming up with a Libra. Libra will show Scorpio how to become more effective in speech by not fearing exposure of themselves. Libra loves to converse and discuss matters, but Libra will quickly learn never to discuss private issues with others, for Scorpio does not like their privacy invaded in any form.
Remember, Scorpio wants to be in control, always!
Scorpio may attempt to change Libra. Taking on this task may appear to be a piece of cake for Scorpio, but only by using charm and grace will Libra cooperate. Libra is known for wanting to please others, provided love and affection is given. If cooperation and balance is accomplished, Scorpio will be willing to share their resources with Libra, providing the comfort and beauty Libra longs for.

LIBRA WITH LIBRA
Here are two individuals who are extremely partner oriented. Libra is known for having a strong affinity for a mate. They do not like to go through life without one. Think of beauty, social grace, and the peace and justice scale. These are some of Libra’s most cherished interests. Libra is an air sign, and being mental, they prefer an intellectual approach to the matters.Libra likes to discuss issues. They especially love to talk about their mates or love life in general. The only problem here exists when someone has to make an important decision. There will be a lot of swaying back and forth before a decision is made. Libra’s can be great procrastinators due to the fact that they always strive to make a fair and balanced decision. Libra’s tend to put off making a decision, which may later cause regret. So trying to arrive at a conclusion may be somewhat difficult for them to achieve. Never ask a Libra what they are ordering for dinner at a restaurant, they can’t make up their minds, and wait for your suggestion first. Libra often attracts more of an assertive type of a mate, especially in youth, but two Libra’s together may find it very pleasing to see things eye to eye.
Each of you will be willing to go all out, making a special effort to accommodate and please the other. Both of you are willing to discuss anything together, enabling you to bring to the surface any issue, consulting and seeking mutual agreement with a diplomatic approach. Libra is also fond of beauty and will seek out the means to obtain comfort and beautiful aesthetic surroundings. Flowers, a box of candy, or tickets to the theater all appeal to Libra’s finer taste of life.
Libra’s are definitely from Venus! You can be certain to spot a Libra easily. Look for lots of jewelry and matching attire, along with deep or even slight dimples when they smile. This is a dead give-away that one is a Libra, or they may have Venus strongly emphasized in their chart. Libra’s are refined people. They usually maintain a gracious persona and are somewhat soft-spoken individuals who enjoy the company and companionship of others.
When combining two Libra’s together, you have blended harmony in team work on many levels. Your life lessons within a relationship is to learn how to strengthen your abilities to make important decisions on your own without placing blame on your mate. Always remember to bring any disagreements to the surface in a peaceful manner in order to avoid confrontations.





ermm.. this is actually meant for someone by the name of OH HUI AN.
wahahaha...
forever so interested in this 2 horoscopes.
=P

I told the biggest lie to someone today.
MY SELF.

a little late for this post, but i think it's okie la.
nowadays, i guess u ppls are oledi used to me posting late posts.
hahaha...

rush all the way back to amk after my paper.
and apparently, i finished it in less than an hour. cause there wasn't much things for me to write.
ANYWAY.

the girls and miss ho were already there when i reached.
with all those big balloons around them, it's just so prominent.
haha...
and wad a SURPRISE.
we had new people in the same old clinque!
=D



WJ and her green-ness.
seems like she's camouflaging with all the utensils.
LOL.

and of cause, we're not there to eat steamboat for fun.
main purpose was to celebrate miss ho's birthday. and of cause, OBVIOUSLY, to catch up with everyone.
there's so many things going on among us.
and we're like saying so many juices.
juices tat happened in secondary school and YET we had never heard before.
LOL.

u know, like HUI SHI LIKE NELSON BEFORE, and ask WJ not to tell anyone.
wahaha...
too bad, WJ seldom keep secrets. but it's a miracle that she kept it for years before blurting out.
LOL.
then there's the MR SIM & WANG YITING's scandal.
cant imagine they're still together, BUT both of them are so weird.
behaving as though they dunno us any longer, and always avoid us, and one impt thing, they're still denying they're together when there's so many evidence showing they're together.
seems like they were afraid that we wont be able to accept the fact.
but COME ON. who cares about it?
=D

DIGRESSION ASIDE.


miss ho trying to prevent the candles from blowing off..


never see her with this happy face when we're still in secondary school. she's forever with that stern face, checking my attire every morning before the morning assembly.
haha..
it gets very sick when she do that.

THOSE WERE THE DAYS....
=)


US.
mr wong came too. and i just realized these are the only 2 teachers that are still so close to us.
treating us as friends, instead of teacher-student relationships.
sometimes talking to them about all those naughty things we did in school, we'll be laughing off our heads.
cause come to think of it, it's really darn stupid and childish. but we still continue to do it.
REBELLIOUS KIDS huh?!?!
=p


Yz with the big balloons..


er... this's kind of disturbing.
LOL.




hand-made by all of us.
and i changed so much again, in just a few months.
haha..
i think i should stop all those bi-monthly changes huh?
=)
like, how can someone keep changing and changing non-stop just after every few months.
that's very SICK.
=.='


wenhao and WJ.
that's like after one year since we've seen her.
very busy with her own life.
haha..
so there'll be quite a few fotos with her.
cause she was complaining that it'll be months/years before we see her again.
LOL.
















weiquan and sichao.
weiquan changed so much. he was twice this size in secondary school.
and i dunno what motivated him to go on a STRICT diet.
haha..
and sichao. still remember the first time in the same class as him, the teacher actually mistaken his name as "CHARLES". thanks to his soft voice.
weird can. a guy that's so big and yet his voice's so soft.
SOFTER then mine.
hahaha...


while preparing for some cam-whore..
i dunno why miss ho will have this face.
lol.
cant imagine she's already 30++
ermm.. women's age is a secret.
if i said it out here, i think i'll get killed by her.
haha..
cause she wanted to stay 21 FOREVER.
i think maybe she can try calling my MR TAN.
whahahaa...


us (WITHOUT ME!)
yz was trying to jumped up behind, but too bad. my cam's just like the owner.
still tat retard.
=)



ending off with YUZHUANG's forever retarded face.
=D

sometimes, some people jus love to cum out with all kinds of nonsense when i'm FUCKING emo.
always choosing the wrong time to do it.
when MISS GUCCI's fucking emo, dun try to come out with stunts.
she will not know wad she'll be doing or saying wadever cruel words to you AT ALL.

i say it just YESTERDAY.
dont test my patience.
but some people JUST LOVE TO DO IT.
worse, have been doing it for months.
so wad if i'm single now?
so?
is there any problem with it?

when a chance was given to him/her, he/she didnt even appreciate it.
and came begging me to give one more.
worse, non-stop for so long.
sorry, when i'm fully awake from my dreams, i wont step into it again.

i've been tolerating for months.
tolerated for so long because i know myself.
i knew i'll say all kinds of cruel and bad things out.
i knew in the end, someone will get hurt badly.
cuz i was like tat all the while in the past, and it was a real bad habit that i had.
so i tried to tolerate.
and alot of people should know my level of tolerance had never been tat long before.
but today.
TODAY's reali my FUCKING limit.

i dont care anymore.
cause some people just LOVE to add on more problems on me.
and i had REAL ENOUGH.
so i dun care all those words i've said just now.
i dun even wan to bother how some people feel now.
cause i dun even think it's WORTH doing it.

wadever it is, finally. some ROCK has dropped out of my mind already.
like FINALLY!!!!
WOOH-OH~~~~
time to celebrate!

went out with the girls on thurs.
purposely wake up late so i can convince myself that, "i CANT attend the 9am's tut."
hahaha.. okie.
i cant take leave from that tutorial anymore. if not, i'll see MATTHEW SIM throwing all kinds of books at me.
so RANDOM.
=D

anyway, went to holland v.
been like a year, since i've been there.
and i just realized that i dun have the habit to travel to the west-side YET.
seems like WEST is further away compared to the EAST.
=.="

and due to our budget, supposedly wanted to eat something exotic, cuz halland v got all kinds of crusine.
in the end, we ended up eating LAKSA.
tat is real random.

and so coincidence, i saw GEORGINA.
the PT sup we used to teased abt her name, coming out with all kinds of names tat ends with "NA".
hahah..
and it's such a miracle that she actually recognixe me and tat we saw one another there, cuz it's total IMPOSSIBLE to see me there.
hahah...


went to this cafe to slack while waiting for WJ.
an ice-cream shop tat's just OPPOSITE haagen dazs.
haha..
saw SIVA working. =)
anyway, this ice-cream shop's darn cool can.
i mean, oni the ICE-CREAM are cool. the staff are just a TOTAL TURN-OFF.
freaking attitude. worse than mine.


XJ enjoying her COMBINATION of ice-cream..
while YZ and i were like...
























playing ard with the balloon.
haha..
actually we went into this shop that sells all kinds of party stuff and equipments earlier on.
and we saw all kinds of balloon sold. it's reali a VARIETY.
and somehow, after we stepped out of the shop, some stupid ideas came into our minds.
idea of having a tradition for this year.
"ALL OF US WILL RECEIVED A BALLOON ON EACH BIRTHDAY."
=.="
and it wont be this small. we'll make sure everyone brings home a BIG one.
LOL.


the COLD ROCK ice-cream.
wad's so special abt it?
the topping that u choose rite, normally it'll just be sprinkled on the ice-cream.
but this one. u just choose 2 toppings and they will mixed it together INTO the ice-cream.
and there's all kinds of toppings. from GUMMIES, CHOCOLATES, BROWNIES, NUTS, to FRUITS, etc!


while waiting...


and 3 more comes into the picture!

went off to WJ's hostel, due to the rain.
and hers seems to be the nearest.
and since all of us haven been to an NUS hostel, so went to see see look look. =)

she's living alone in the hostel and it's really much bigger den those at NTU.
and she had a fridge and a water heater for herself can.
LOL.








this prove how big is YZ. practically she just blocked everyone.
=.="






butt-crap? panties? boxers?
wahaha...


and when i reach home, the moment i switched on my camera to browse through.
i saw all kinds of nonsensical stuff inside.
taken by our beloved YZ.
LOL.


caught surfing BLOGS...


camwhoring HERSELF.
DOUBLE =.="


random..


and WJ's...



looking at both uni, i think i still dun wan to go to these 2.
haha...
TILL THEN....