TO MISS JOLENE TEO HUI HUI

im not able to tell u all tis, but i know u'll surely pay a visit to this blog.
=)

i know things havent been good for u for this few weeks.
reality after reality for you to face.
i know u've collasped from all this shit.
but, u should know wad i'll normally say rite?
"SHI BAI SHI CHENG GONG DE MAMA"
okie. i know. it's not the correct phrase, but thats wad i always say. =D
it's hard to accept the reality, that everyone's is taken away from you.
but u've to face it sooner or later.

i know u're freakingly tired from all this shit.
people have been telling u not to give up.
everyone's trying their best to help u to overcome all this, but u urself are giving up on everythin.
no matter how hard everyone tried, u're not even helpin urself.
reality is hard to accept. but that's a fact.
u can cry all u one.
but i hope tat after all this crying, u'll be stronger den before.

u'll be sayin that, "im jus 18 yr old, why must all these happen to mi??"
ya. u're 18 yr old. u're still young.
but if u're able to overcome all these by now, nothing will beat u in the future.
wadever storms or thunder or lightnin in future, u tink u'll still collasped?
even if all thses shit happens again in the future, u'll get immuned already.

u should konw that all along, i dun like to see u emo, with fake smiles.
it's time to put a REAL HAPPY smile on ur face.

wadever it is, we're still frens rite?
it's always been great ot know u.
even though we hate one another till da core in da beginning, but where are we now?
=D
incidents of americano and sugar syrup. these will be the memories that i'll keep.
and no worries. AMK is freaking near to BISHAN.
i'll pass by every now and then.
cuz there's still other ppls in JUNCTION 8 that i'll miss can.
u no who they are la.
hahaha...

nothing to do again, and my camera appear again.
so we start to played again.
LOL.
tryin our best to enjoy ourselves for the last few days.
thing like, stalking ppls' blogs and frenster, watchin all kinds of movies and drama serials that's available, sleeping like nobody's business, and toking crap loudly, as though the office's ours.
=p


NOT FAIR~~~
they got long long long long hair to play with.
but all i have is SHORT HAIR.
HMPH!!
okie. blame it on own self. for tat impulsive decision to cut hair 4 months ago.
=x





3 batmen.. or maybe, CATWOMEN?!?!
LOL.


introducing.... WONDERWOMAN, SUPERMAN & ULTRAMAN!!!!!!!


pose 1-10.
been a long time since i've played this.
hahaha.. funny can.
and i jus jealous, ever since i cut my fringe freaking short and usin tt hairpin, i've been acting cute n stupid in all fotos can.
NO MORE MAN ALREADY!!!!!!!
no fun.


my supervisor said she wanted to treat mi for lunch, sorta a farewell lunch.
so went to secret receipe at suntec to eat.
and there's all kinds of jokes happening.
working wit them have been so fun.
especially eileen n tallin. forever entertaining mi with their bimbotic actions.
LOL.
sayin of BIMBO, jus suddenly miss tat CHOU XUELI.
miss her stupd bimbotic thinking. haha.
guess it's been sometimes since she came to my blog already. =D


da corporate affairs' division.
irene, eileen, and tallin.


my lunch... green apple wit fish dory.
WOOH...
it's freakin full can. and eileen's so funny.
keep on giving mi fries, saying that it's she owe mi.
LOL. stupid can.. =)


told mummy abt my job tingy.
didnt tell her da real reason though.
and BINGO.
she asked, "must be becuz of ur attitude right? must be u show attitude to customers rite?"
i was like, no lor.
but da main pt is, she even knew that it was due to my attitude.
so there's reali some prob with mi huh??

babe told mi he wanted to sign on for navy.
and it's for a long freaking 6 yrs.
i was like....... "u sure anot??"
den he asked mi, "wad abt u??"

i was like, "i didnt even no wad will happen in a year's time, let alone SIX YEARS."
if navy's really something that u wan all along, den jus go ahead. i cant stop u from fufilling ur own dreams. it's ur passion. but if it's all jus for cash, den i guess u can forget abt it. =)















a little love from YOU is enough for ME.

been doing nothing at PA for this whole week.
and it's reali NOTHING.
why??
cuz laptop crash n i've got no more laptop to play and there's no task given to me.
so... im jus slacking, watchin movie wit angie and SLEEPING.
=)


DOughtnuts on TUESDAY!!
WHEEEE~~~~~`
so isnful... to think da 3 of us wanted to slim down and indulge in SANDWHICH oni.
in da end, this whole week, it's PEPPER LUNCH, DOUGHNUTS.
haha... no need to slim down oledi.
=D

been stalkers for 3 straight days.
stalking ppls's blogs anf frenster.
commenting on all kinds of stuff on their blogs. lol.
den cam-whoring came into picture.
cuz, ther's reali nothing to do any longer.
and we're so freaking bored.
=P






playing wit our hair.
my hair's super duper short. cant play wit it.
but angie's one was sper duper long can.
so jus take osme to play.
hahahahaa..


big BULLIES...






RETARD.








SMIRKY faces...


candid shot. =)


den they were comparing whose hair is longer. its so freaking obvious that angie's hair is super duper longer can.
and it's reali FREAKING long. hahah..
i wonder how she stand that length. =)


the 2 long long hair girls.

went up wit huian at nite. she wanted to look for some heels for her presentation tis friday. and it's like she prefer wedges den heels when all along i like heel more den wedges.
so it's like asking mi for comments on wedges is stupid can. LOL.
and i desperately looking for another job. hui an sae i was very chosey towards those jobs. saying i sld jus look for any job available since i only need money for tat period of time.
but i look for FUN and EXPERIENCE in a job, not MONEY.
wat's the use of working jus for the sake of money, when u dun even like/enjoy working tt job at all? =D

den sat down at breadtalk to have dinner.
ya. DINNER.
cuz budget. =)


our dinner


my big bi bread. and it's freaking big.
but didnt finish it at all. cuz in da end. im too full. LOL.


while eatin, told huian tat i dun like those manequeins staring at us while we're eatin.
so i start to tok crap.

1st m: wa... i got a tummy can. must slim down oledi. if not manager wont me down from da shelf.
2nd m: walao. wad tym oledi? when can we finish working? my legs are darn tired can.
3rd m: argh!! i cant see a thing can. those staff duno how to adjust my wig properly. now i cant even see a thing.
4th m: the ;ights's so freaking bright. luckily they put shades on for mi.
5th m: hai........ when can i finish work? but after work, wher sld i go??


=.="
okie. i no. not funny. lol.

met up with the girls on thurs to celebrate mongling's bade.
went to this cafe at bugis.
babe brought mi there before, but it was the outlet at katong. but it's da same la.
crap while on da way there.
cuz some ppls no da cafe but duno where was it located at.
so have to based on her intuition. LOL.
wadever~~
and i didnt no we've got so much crap to crap on can.
so UNGLAM again.
hahaha..
anyway, as usual, i dun like da shop, cuz it's pink. but ya la. tt mongling like, i oso got no choice.
=)

before our food cum, as usual, there's sth called CAM-WHORING in our schedule. LOL.













and they were complaining about this foto, sayin why both their fringe are like tt.
haha, like as though i no huh?? =p


i think they're tinkin stuff like, "when's my boyfren cuming??"
wahahah..
dun fret. ur fren here opens a "BF/GF AGENCY", rmb??
=D




da birthday girl...
surprised by da candle rite??
haha...
huian sae "wa... didnt no tt MISS GUCCI, my boyfren, can be so romantic n nice to ask da waiter for a candle for da ghost. i tink she'll be darn touched can."
eh.. im always like tt can. jus tt u ppls duno oni.
=p


the 3 girls....


went to bugis steret after that,. supposedly wanted to do some window-shopping. which we reali did.
and im desperately looking for a DRESS can. ARGH.
found one but financally UNSTABLE can.
LOL.

den shops started to close, and huian n i started to play wit our cameras again. hahaha. cuz tat's quite a nice place to take foto when it gets quiet, without all those kids, ah bengs and lians.
=D




i tink huian got serious hand shaking problem. almost most of the fotos she took was like tt can.
okie. she call it ARTISTIC. but not ALL are can. LOL.
no wonder she need to buy a camera with DARN STRONG anti-shake.
hahahahaha..


im bringing da ghost to run away...
haha.. okie. NOT FUNNY.
but with all those trash over there, it's soooo... =)


stupid pose...
=.="


running to where huh, GIRLFREN?!?!
=x


the quiet life in BUGIS STREET...


and u no wad?? ther's actually a big big big fan over there can.
i tink nobody will realized it when they're in there. cuz it's way up above, and even if u're there, all u're looking is to find ur way out of those crowds. =)


and this is one pose i like abt da ghost. though it's so random, but jus feel that she look like a doll in here. haha. wit da pair of pumps and her skirt.


this is da oni place i like abt BUGIS STREET.
da bright staircase where u can do ALL kinds of stuff.


ermm. i tink they're tryin to hide away from the camera. =X


random looks...


nice legs of us huh?? i tink huian will be complaining,
"can u stop editing fotos till i look so FAKE? like plastic can."
hahaa. tis tym rd, reali not my fault. blame it on ADOBE PHOTOSHOP.
=D


BOYFREN~~ i wan to cross the road....