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TP's open house today.
jeremy wanted to for me initially. but went off just an hr ltr. due to da boredom in sch.
TP is not tat boring. it's much more interesting den it seems.

anyway, had a test at 5. so hang ard in sch to study and slack.
cldnt concentrate due to alot of distractions. so went to 5th floor to study.
in da end, jason's frens kept on cumin over and more distractions.
LOL.

talk quite a bit with Patricia and Jason today.
cuz there's nothing to do and we finished our revision in just 2 hrs.
was toking abt GIRLS and GUYS.
like how does this world goes abt. and stuff.
realized so many things. and guess i wasn't the only one tat believe in the fact that "i can get to know the person better when i get into a relationship FIRST."
and it just happen that both of us seems so DESPERATE.
wahahaha... okie. not desperate till tat extent. but just on the lookout for PEOPLE.
why?
BECAUSE WE'RE SINGLE.
lol. act cheeky.

and just one open house, i saw so many people tat i wanted to see long long time ago.
guess wad??
i finally saw MR DEREK in sch after so long. hahaha...
this time, it was him who saw me first.
still so childish. tapped my shoulder so hard. i think he dunno how to control his strength yet.
LOL.
and his shirt is like so tight can. muscles brusting out soon. LOL.
both of us happen to be drinking our beloved CHEAP and NICE ice mocha. =D
tok to him for awhile, cuz it's been sometime since i've actually tok to him in person. and he's still such a loner.
and da funny thing is, HE'S ACTUALLY DOING RESEARCH FOR HIS PROJECT ON HIS OWN.
wahahhaa.. WAD A MIRACLE.
and one more funny thing, after i've seen him outside da library, wherever i went, he just seems to be everywhere. reminds me of the days when i kept on seeing him in camp.
as in, like i see him wherever in just a few hours.
=D

seeing him reali makes my day. cuz at least im happily thinking abt all those happy moments, all those funny talks tat we've discussed abt him, instead of all those things tat I've been thinking recently. at least all those negative stuff were out of my mind. =)
and how miracle it can be for the both of us to be frens again. at times, i still wonder, how in the world can i face him as a fren NOW.

it makes me wonder, why in this world will there be someone who's so similar to me?
in character-wise. in FATE-wise.
was it because of this tat makes me get attracted to him so much?
maybe maybelin was right.
i sld try again.
BUT. PHOBIA.

den i oso saw SAMUEL, KOK GUAN, "JEFF WANG",etc.
today's the first i tok to "jeff wang" can.
normally, we just looked at one another, waiting for the other person to take the initative to say Hi 1st.
but in da end, none opened the golden mouth.
hahaha... so it's a miracle i talked to him today. =)

it's not bad to be SINGLE once again.
LOL.
always on the lookout. tat's all.
and most imptly, i can play as hard as i want. without anyone trying to tie me down.
WOOH-OH~~~~
=D