iamGUCCI

unofficially graduated yesterday at 11.30AM.
after my last paper. =)
didn't really have much feelings cause after that was a mahjong session at Rachel's house.
wahaha..
hardworking huh??
after mugging for papers, we're mugging for mahjong, stimulating our brains to think more.
LOL.
been sometime since i've played, so i'm sort of playing the role of "God of Fortune".
wahaha... cheat my money.
=D


Rosy ask me these questions the day before.

R: so how's your ex-boyfriend?

G: i dont know leh. i think living very well.

R: still got contact him?

G: ya. like few days ago. (i guess it's been one week since i've talked to him.)

R: and you still like him right?

G: ........ *giving the sickening smile*

R: must be yes liao la.

G: i can say NO meh?

R: based on how long i've known you, and how well i've known you, i dont think you've forgotten him AT ALL.

G: maybe.

R: then you like him and derek more?

G: why ask this question?

R: confirm it's DEREK right? no need you to say i also know. HAHA.

G: what makes you think so? and why everyone STILL THINK THAT WAY?



it seems like DEREK is perfect. that's because we've never been together as a couple before. we've never been that close at all.
as for TH, what else can i still say?

seems like always getting cheated's like a routine now.
and getting more and more immune.
but every time, it hurts badly.

it's just so contradicting.
"scared of it, yet desire for it strongly."
there's so many "how i wish" and "if only" in mind.
but like what the words have said.
WISH.
wish don't come true just like that.