iamGUCCI

ambience of the festive season is all over the island, and the whole world (except Thailand & India) by now.

somehow, memories of LAST christmas flash back.

and reminds me of how much of uncontrollable tears i've spent on this very day a year ago.

took a glance of what i've written at that time.

practically, i threw my dignity aside, and making myself look so pathetic.

just the mention of his name could make the tears flow.

at times, i'm still surprised by his random actions.

even though, deep inside, i knew there's motive behind it.

and i believe, i've walked out of that shadow.

he won't be reading this either.

=)

Last Christmas

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special 

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me
Do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me

I wrapped it up and sent it 
With a note saying "I love you"
And meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again 

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My God I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I’ve found a real love you’ll never fool me again