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met up with maybelin for supper cum dinner just now.
as usual, talked non-stop at the coffee shop.

ATTENTION TO HUI AN & MONGLING!!!

MISS MAYBELIN SEE is freaking free nowadays.
she's getting unhappy that we 3 babes are meeting up WITHOUT HER on purpose(which is a fact).
and she's serious of getting both you babes into a circle again.
you know, the AREA OF THE CIRCLE??
=)
so, as the middleman/woman, again, i'm here to inform you babes that if anyone were to PS whoever next TUESDAY.
i'll make sure you babes get it from me!
=P

what a joke. I'm now standing in the position where Steven is currently standing at the dot of Maybelin's social circle.
i don't want to stand with him can!
not because i'm selfish or what.
but, he's so BIG in size, how to squeeze in?!?!?!
wahaha!
and once again. SAME OLD TOPIC of the same person comes in.

maybelin thinks that the way both of us meet one another was kinda weird.
weird place, weird situation, weird timing and that weird bet that we had.
to make things worse, i confessed at the wrong time too.
to HIM, it seems like nothing happen before.
to ME, it seems like a big change in my life since the day i know him.
to the BOTH OF US, we can't seem to get over that someone inside.
i believe there'll be a day when you both will be together, that's what maybelin told me for the 2nd time.
but i don't like FALSE HOPES and i know it wont happen at all.
it's like since the beginning, i can sense some invisible barrier between us.
BUT, if I'm given one more chance, I'll still choose him.
because he has made an impact in my life.
changing it to something better.
outsiders thinks that I'm over his looks and his body, or outer beauty in general.
but it's not that way at all.
he don't even have that body when i first knew him.
it was something else.
in the past, i tried so hard to tell everyone that i'm over him.
but now, i'm sick of it.
i can't be bothered by how people looked at it now.
if everyone thinks that i still can't get over it, then let it be.
=)

i hate FATE, but at the same time, i thanked FATE for everything.
=)

u know what i mean, babe!
=p