iamGUCCI

i'm HERE finally.

that'll be the ONE LAST TIME i'm going there.
to me, he's really turning to a stranger.
someone whom i wished i didn't meet him at all.
or maybe, i should said, it's KARMA.
but whatever it is, i've got utter disappointment in him.
and finally i did whatever i wanted to do.

i've said before.
my definition of a NEW YEAR starts from the month of APRIL.
from the TENTH onwards.
cause that's the day when i'll really feel that a new year has begin, and it's time to live on my own.

was working non-stop for the past 3 nights.
like 12 hours each night.
and i didn't know at night, the airport look so stunning, and one more thing.
it's FREAKING COLD.

anyway, was reading some papers last night.
and i came across this whole paragraph of article which's so interesting.

"the journey always feels longer when you're on a path you've never taken before. you take in all the unfamiliar scenery, perhaps concentrating a split second more. you absorb as much as possible of whatever that comes your way because you're wary of danger, getting lost, or simply because you fear what lies ahead.

however, the return journey seems shorted, and you may not even pay as much attention to the scenery. this time round, you may pay attention to only the few landmarks or eye-catching items you remembered to lead you back.

Life is such, isn't it?

the journey to the unknown is often so much more difficult than a simple act of reflection. so much so that some of us feel lost, when, suddenly, we have full control of our own lives.

we can choose to use colors of crayons to paint our canvas of life. we're the ones holding the crayons, and we can have colorful lives if we choose to.

we know that it cannot be with the use of a pencil because actions are erasable, but that is where it is interesting. we all know the marks left behind by erased pencil markings are ugly. don't have an eraser for "what ifs". if you like something, believe in it, choose it, plan for it, do it, and make your portrait colorful.

many years from now, when we have flashbacks on our lives, hopefully we will see streams ans streaks of exciting colours to call our own."

i don't know whether it's because i've got nothing to do at night, so it just happen that i was reading this article. that's why i've became so enlightened. and these few days, i realized that i've been reading all these kind of meaningful stuff.
=)