Saturday, March 22, 2008


yesterday was a day full of feelings.
no no no.
it's not just the emotional bug that came in.
as seen from the above picture.
that two were the ones.
haha...

at work, kept on smoking non-stop.
friend was some hard-core addictor, so she need some accompany during times of boredom.
just happen that she knew i'm one and it just happen that i'm her friend too.
so ya la.
mother father. i myself think it's a little too much for just half a day too.
wahaha...

then met up with mongling to eat her chicken rice at Novena.
jut the normal chicken rice. no much difference.
maybe because i didn't eat anything the whole day except that small little BREADTALK's bread and it's been a long long time since i've eat that chicken.
haha..
but i don't know. this woman always has that aura of making people forget about their problems.
like suddenly i don't even want to think of other stuff, except talking non-stop with her.
and she's forever so troubled with problems.
typical SCROPIOS.
=)

while walking back to my house,
"ONE MESSAGE RECEIVED."
from DEREK.

okie.
he didn't sms me first, it's that mongling wanted to ask him whether he's going for camp anot.
and she don't have his number, so of cause ask me to ask him.
=)
anyway, main point is not here.
LOL.


G: "hey, mongling's asking if you're going for camp anot?"

D: who is she?

G: huh?!?! you don't know who's she? some girl who's in your empire and comes from xeon too. Rememeber?

D: eh. from your knowledge of me, do you think i remember? haha. during OTC, i'm almost dumb. and then after all the outings, i didn't went at all la. haha..

G: haha. my god. she's the same year as us can. ans she can remember you so clearly since xeon years la. LOL.

D: eh. haha. i really don't know. Did i talk to her before? so you must feel very honoured ar. HAHA.

G: you talk to her and even took photo with her during OTC can. haha. of cause you'll remember me, cause i'm too special can. =p

D: oh!! with you and her and me right? ya ya i know liao. yeah, i'm going camp, why? anyway, it's from 7-12 right?

G: finally you remembered. she''s thinking if she wants to go anot. and she feels that you've got the higher possibility of not going, so ask me to ask you.

D: oh. haha. of cause i'm going! my "last" camp with my batch people. of cause must go. and i'm gonna be kick out also sia. i know i fail my supps. must appeal already.

G: oh. but are you sure you'll be there for 6 days? i doubt so. haha. i think you can get prepared to get kick out already. since you don't go to school that often anyway. haha.

D: i don't think so myself too. haha. see how everything goes. REALLY?!!? they'll see my attendance then don't approve ar?


although this whole conversation ended so abruptly, but he STILL makes my day.
and what i mean by that?
trust me.
the moment he replied the second time, i was like, smiling all the way from them moment i alight from the bus.
it's real funny can. i kept thinking that he'll at least remember some people from XEON, or maybe my assumptions again. i thought he knew MAYBELIN, so he'll at least know the other two girls too. but in the end, he asked me who's mongling.
LOL.
and i'm freaking honoured that he still remember who i am.
not because of my GUCCI's name, cause he knew me way before that name came out.
and last time, he used to call my real name.
wahah.. HIGH ALREADY.
anyway, i'm just glad that he still remember my presence. still like to scare me during his rare moments in school.
And still so............................. BIG IN SIZE.
LOL.

people out there may think that i'm still interested in him, with all these small details happening.
then again, i'm just happy.
happy that everything still remains the same before and after that incident.
happy that deep inside, we've known each other's presences for some time, just that none said it out.
and i think he knows that i know him too well.
till the fact that at times when i talk to him, he'll just say, "you should know me la."
as though like he don't have to say anything, and i'll know what he's thinking.
LOL.

but i don't understand why there's still coincidence.
like, whenever i'm down over some stuff.
he'll still just appear out of nowhere again.
i know he's forever busy with his modelling and clubbing life.
but it seems like he's still out there somewhere.
he;s just that fanatasy guy in life.
wahaha...
=D

then in the middle of night, my phone kept ringing non-stop.
like WTH.
6 missed calls, with some unknown number, in the midde of the night, was darn scary can.
then MISS JOANNE sms me.
and immediately i knew whose number that was.
forever still thinking all about oneself.

MISS LANG ENG XUAN's freaking sick since wednesday till now.
she had a freaking high fever since wed till thurs afternoon, so she lost most of her sleep.
then thursday's night, she's been emo-ing over some senseless stuff again, so more hours of sleep gone again.
with so many hours of sleep gone plus a day of work, she's freaking tired on friday night, and went to sleep darn early.
when she's tired, she hates to pick up calls in the middle of the night.
cause she'll not be able to went back to her sleep again.
to make things worse, that sooooooooo many FCUKING calls were over some stupid issue.
that person might think that it's important to ...,
but to me, it's just WASTING MY TIME AND BREATH.

mentioning of that name still makes my temper comes back.
=.=

i rather talk to mr derek and miss mongling who can make my day MUCH MUCH BETTER.
lol.