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lookin out of da window last nite,
was pourin heavily as darkness fall.
reminds mi of da dae when i played under da rain.
seems as though im crazy to others,
but they didnt see da tears tat dropped on da streets.
cuz RAIN and TEARS are the SAME.
being sick of all those probs n stress these few months,
guess it's tym to let go of everythin.
but.. it's IMPOSSIBLE.
since da age of i-duno-when, guess i've oledi lost TRUE SELF.
as in, da true self of me.
dun even no im living for wad at tat tym.
wierd huh? a young little girl, still studyin in pri sch, oledi duno wad she's living for.
maybe becuz since young, noone close was beside mi. those tat i tot was once close to mi were not living here.
but as tym passes, realized im living for others.
for da sake of OTHERS.
no matter how unhappy/emo/stressed i am, so long as i see smiles on other ppls' faces, turning their frowns to smiles, i'm be contented for everythin.
and becuz i oeldi duno which one is da real mi,
i assumed tat da one tat always take tinks easily, happy-go-lucky, chatterbox, outgoin, sociable, etc is da REAL ME.
no matter wad ppls sae abt mi, i'll jus gladly accept them.
they sae im fake at how i treat pppls. YA I NO.
they sae im not a girl. YA I NO.
they sae im fake at EVERYTHIN. YA I NO TAT TOO.
i accepted all these facts cuz i no it myself. and i no at bottom of my heart,all tis are UNTRUE. CUZ THEY DUN EVEN NO MI TAT WELL. and since i no they dun mean wad they said, wad's da pt of holdin grudges againest them rite? =)
but im glad tat i chose this side of me. =)
isnt it nice?
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