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i promise myself i wont cry for both of them anylonger.

and tat i wont corrupt my blog with all tis nonsense again. tis's da MAIN PURPOSE why i wan to change my blog.

but i did again.

it's so freakin random.

da tears jus flow down itself on da bus while da songs keep playin at da back.

tried to hide it frm everyone but it seems hard.

ther's no tissue at all.

im gettin more n more afraid of myself.

surpressin tat dark side.

tis qtn keep appearin.

"why did da both of them changed my life?"

a fling and a one-sided.

one changed it entirely.

one helped to cum out of it.

i tried not to tink abt it.

but tis few daes, both of them keep flashing thru my mind.

D/

he motivated mi in everythin i do.

and always came out wit unexpected outcomes n ans.

no matter wad i do and wad i promised myself, i'll forever break all those promises.

im not over his hot body.

it's his character.

K.

he brought mi out of da previous's life.

he noes im still livin under da previous's shadow.

and jus one scolding frm him, he made mi realize tat im livin my OWN LIFE instead of da other.

made mi realized ther's actually other ppls ard mi, rather den oni him.

im sick of myself.

i need my entertainer BADLY. =(

im weak, it's TRUE.

im jus scared to no the ans.